This year has been hard
I've been drawn to change and growth
and I think a way to ensure I keep positive and keep learning in this process and not feel too burried under all the work, is to stay motivated
and to stay motivated, I'm going to share it with others
I wanted a name of something that was bare and honest, and this was it years ago, and it's still it today
I went to write a new blog and start fresh, and right now that's not what I think is right. I want this to go here
I've never used this regularly, and I'm not going to delete old posts. I'm just going to start again
so here we go
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fGmAekTPD5c&feature=g-user-u
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wi04oCcCICQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&v=IPsVQHu5lA4&NR=1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&v=_56nx3eHK4c&NR=1
I went to a counselor for the first time today with the intent to keep going, not just to see if I'm crazy real quick, but to actually look into what they think I can do for myself and how to make myself better
and she told me to quit my job and to find something that makes me happy for my day to day, and to keep nurturing myself and finding what triggers my problems and to find what helps me run on optimum modes.
She gave me two books to read, and some homework to do, and I'm scared she's a quack and a salesperson in one moment and I'm excited that she's describing things that I have found on my own and wants to help me to do it better. To be happy and find the full well-rounded me.
And I came home and my favorite bloggers wrote these TODAY
talk about motivating
so I'm sharing and I'm ready to keep sharing what motivates me, and excites me, and what I've been learning that is awesome.
WOOHOO
I'M SCARED AND THAT'S OK
